I've been in a steady (well...mostly steady) relatioship since the beginning of my senior year. He truly is wonderful. As a hurdler for Michigan state, smart, funny, caring, loving, charming, patient, understanding....the list goes on, he is quite probably one of the most positive aspects of my life right now. I love him, as most people claim at this age. I'm not sure if it's true love, but I can say that it is the best I can conceive of love at this age.
The only problem is the distance. I really hate it. I hate feeling lonely. I'm never emotionally lonely, but sometimes you just need a good hug. Apparently, as humans, we are supposed to have 8 instance of positive physical contact in a day. I am severly lacking and it sucks.
The distance, while creating my severe void in physical contact, is also starting to put unpleasant thoughts in my mind. I would never cheat. I would never do anything to disrespect my relationship. But sometimes I think things that I shouldn't...I'm not perfect by any means, and i can't help what I think...
Idk...i guess I just needed to say that
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Distance sucks. I can definitely attest to that. I was in a long distance relationship for while and it was hard, to say the least.
ReplyDeleteDo you think that there is anyway that you could visit your boyfriend? That may give you a new perspective.